Last night I cried myself to sleep. That is a first for me. Never before have I laid in bed with tears rolling down my check. I cried out to God. I cried out that I can love myself again.
Last night was hard.
The past few weeks have been hard. It is all in my head. Change takes time. I feel God is working his first lesson for the year 2012: patience.
It is time to draw myself together. Last night and today brought me the lowest of lows; the only direction is up. I promise to myself that I will draw myself together, have confidence in who I am, and climb the mountain.
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